You still there?
Probably not and I don’t blame you. I’m hopeless at being consistent, but believe me I have good intentions, I want to be the perfect blogger who has pinterest perfect posts out multiple times a week but when everything goes down around me writing about anything on here seems impossible.
Lets not get all woe is me, basically I had a shitty time but I’m trying to just.. i don’t know, get on with it I suppose.
I missed writing, its the only thing I’ve actually found that I feel I click with. I get to be myself and even writing this makes me feel just that bit more connected to myself. That might sound a little strange but its been a weird period of time where everything feels so unreliable that having my blog there even though I wasn’t using it felt like I still had a little space that was all mine.
So let me give you a run down on whats happened since my last post on here.
Left uni, uhh yeah surprise I deferred for the rest of the year. Honestly a really big and beneficial decision for me at the time and something I knew I needed to do. However now I’m left without a clue what to do with my life or at the very least what I want to do next year but lets save that crisis for another time shall we.
The last month working at my job at the time, the store closed down and I was left with out any of my old routine to rely on. No more uni and no more job, not fun for someone like myself who loves the comfort of a routine.
Started my new job and felt so out of my depth it was like diving to the bottom of the diving pool and realising you didn’t quite have enough breath to make it back up to the top, don’t know if that makes sense but you get the picture, not a fun time.
Started making book tube videos and I really loved it but that became just a bit much for me to handle with work and everything else.
Honestly all I know is I worked and everything else is kind of fuzzy but hey just a month right?
I feel like I’m getting a bit of a grip on work and what I’m doing, don’t wanna jinx it. And I had the urge to write which leads us to here me writing a very vague and boring description on the last few months of my life.
Oh yeah also i got a tattoo a little over a week ago, watch out the new bad ass Sophie is here. Joking obviously, it’s tiny and if you know me even a little you’ll know that me being a bad ass is as likely as the moon falling out of the sky.
Honestly I don’t remember much of this year as a whole, its all a bit murky but who cares life goes on and I’m not about to completely abandon the one thing that I’ve been doing for over 3 years now (happy birthday to my blog by the way, sometime in July of 2016 this thing started and here we are as inconsistent as ever but still trying). So thats an update, felt too weird just jumping back in without a little bit of an explanation.
Thank you if you’re still here, it means more than you know x