Tonight I just wanted to chat away for a little while, talk about anything that comes into my head and just be super casual. I’m really tired and quite delirious so please excuse all my random thoughts that I’m about to spill out onto the page but I always love reading other bloggers casual chatty blog posts so hopefully you do too!!
First things first (I’m the realest *omg so cringe I’m sorry*) why is it that late at night I could literally eat a whole 10 course meal?! and guess what… we have literally nothing in the fridge *actual tears*!! I don’t know why but I’m always so hungry especially at night, it’s weird, I guess I am pretty tall so there’s probably a scientific explanation to why I’m hungry but all I know is I want ice-cream and lot of it!! I just realised that I have never actually tried Ben and Jerry’s ice cream.. wait that’s a lie, my bad, I’ve had it once. After I got my cartilage pierced they told me to go and eat something so I wouldn’t get too light-headed and mum took me to get Ben and Jerry’s down the road, from what I can remember it tasted pretty good, soo expensive though!
When it comes to food I could actually write a whole book about my love for it and go through every detail about all the foods I love, yet when it comes to writing birthday cards for my friends I am left blank. It’s not that I have nothing good to say about my friends it’s just that I’m not very good at describing how I feel about people. I’m a pretty reserved person, I am outgoing (some might say crazy) but when it comes to being emotional I definitely don’t show it a lot. You might say I’m the Chandler Bing of my group, I use humour and sarcasm to get away from being all mushy (although no one could ever be as amazing as Chandler Bing).
You know what I think is really weird, on my last day of primary school I remember all the girls sitting on the floor hugging, crying and saying how we’d always be friends, and now four and a half years later I hardly (if ever) speak to anyone from my primary school (besides my two friends who I’m still really close with). It’s sad how the people you think you’ll be friends with forever become memories that you talk about on occasion or in my case tell the internet about on a thursday night. It’s strange looking back on little twelve year old Sophie and see how much I’ve changed (good bye shutter shades) and I think that a lot of the reason why I am who I am today is because of my friends all the way back in primary school and my friends now in high school. I wonder what I’ll be like when I make friends out in the big wide world?
It’s so strange and cool to see that people from all around the world are reading the posts I write, something that I wrote is being read by so many different people and it’s surreal to me. I’ve always said my goal in life is to make people smile, it’s great to make my friends and family smile but there’s something about knowing that something I’ve put time into is being enjoyed by people all over the world! I guess this is my little way of saying thank you to whoever is reading this right now, I hope you’re okay, if you’re not doing so well then don’t worry because as cliché as it is, things do get better, they always will. It might seem like the world is against you but trust me you will be fine. I know I know, Sophie stop being all deep but I really do think its important for everyone to get a little reassurance because life is hard, for everyone, and everyone needs a boost sometimes.
Anyway I think that’s enough late night rambling for now. I know this was a mismatch sort of post but I just wanted to be 100% real with you guys, this is just me writing what ever thoughts go through my mind, no plan or anything, just me and my laptop. Please do let me know what you ramble about late at night so I don’t feel so alone in my rambling (the more I write the word rambling the less it seems like a word), now I’m definitely delirious from lack of sleep and too many thoughts going through my brain this late at night.
Good Night and sweet dreams.
Love Sophie xx